Boppy's Journal

I have spent the last days in a haze, wondering how I could possibly write what is in my heart, concerning my characters.

Now I don't have to because m_a_r_i_k_s gave it vid form in Movie Screens. So I can just sob my heart out to it instead.

( under the cut for spoilers specific to 2.2 (but just as a record of my mental state, nothing more interesting) )

Some asshole spoiled me (rightly or wrongly it doesn't really matter--pisses me off equally much) for Season 2 Lip Service, which starts today. In a comment to 'I'm not yours' on Youtube. Which... ok, I know comments sections on YouTube become more like public forums than LJ posts but it still feels like someone spat in my face after I handed them a bunch of flowers. :(

ME: 'Here, have my soul in vid form!'
THEM: *SPOILER*

I am so upset right now! :(((((((((((

This was the ONLY show that I thought might give me something I really care deeply about in the rest of this whole year ... TGW is gearing up for a Peter-focused finale (ugh), OUAT remains ludicrous, GoT is chronically disappointing to me ... I was so fucking THRILLED that I was getting a show I really loved back again.

And I'm sorry--I'm built like that, I care about not being spoiled when it's a show I really really love. I want to have a chance to live the whole journey. Of course there was every chance that season 2 wouldn't live up to the promise of Season 1, but regardless I wanted that experience...

( spoiler behind cut :(((((((((((((( )

PS. Yes, I will remind myself that probably that spoiling person was just in their own pain or whatevs and didn't mean to hurt or annoy others. Rational brain is rational. But waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

OK, ok, I'm transitioning out of detached amusement at how Lee/Kara this show is, and moving more into OMGILOVETHISCHARACTERSOMUCH mode. And, if anything, Frankie was even MORE Kara to me in this episode.

( cut for spoilers for episode 3 )