Yeah I never want to live through it again. I think crashing my car (it was entirely my fault--I slammed the back of a truck--the truck didn't even care, it just drove off, but my little car crumpled) was directly connected as my nerves were so frayed and I was so stretched beyond capacity (and exhaustion) by trying to film at the same time. But it's ok. Everyone was alright so I'm grateful.
I feel really glad to be rid of the sense of dependency and helplessness associated with Effexor for me. So despite challenges I feel a lot stronger underneath.
Glad you are well!! :) And glad VVC was a rewarding time for you. Ohh, you got into Parks and Rec too? :) That was a fun surprise for me this year too... I never posted about it but it's a lovely show!
I thought of you when watching Farscape, and afterwards... when I was sobbing my heart out over Aeryn (and John). :( I will watch on but right now I need a time out from it because it was very intense for me and I watched in a state of exhaustion and emotional fatigue so it was doubly so probably. I think I'll be drawn to explore Aeryn's journey some time though in vidding. I never thought that before Season 3 but feels inevitable now, however hard it will be (I forget the name of the episode because I watched all in a stretch but that one after John's death is incredible). Right now if I think of it I just cry, but it was such amazing material in Season 3... so dark, darker than I ever expected, :((((( but so rich.
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Date: 2012-08-14 01:17 am (UTC)I feel really glad to be rid of the sense of dependency and helplessness associated with Effexor for me. So despite challenges I feel a lot stronger underneath.
Glad you are well!! :) And glad VVC was a rewarding time for you. Ohh, you got into Parks and Rec too? :) That was a fun surprise for me this year too... I never posted about it but it's a lovely show!
I thought of you when watching Farscape, and afterwards... when I was sobbing my heart out over Aeryn (and John). :( I will watch on but right now I need a time out from it because it was very intense for me and I watched in a state of exhaustion and emotional fatigue so it was doubly so probably. I think I'll be drawn to explore Aeryn's journey some time though in vidding. I never thought that before Season 3 but feels inevitable now, however hard it will be (I forget the name of the episode because I watched all in a stretch but that one after John's death is incredible). Right now if I think of it I just cry, but it was such amazing material in Season 3... so dark, darker than I ever expected, :((((( but so rich.