Thank you so much! ((())) It means a lot. I made a decision not to be ashamed of my grief. As strange as some people might find it, I think the fact that we feel deeply for a character, work or ship is actually very precious. I don't want to numb the pain away, actually ... but it's very very sharp. The way they did it was particularly cruel and abrupt, especially considering the show was originally built around the Frankie/Cat love story. I'll be haunted a long time, I think.